Girl with kaleidoscope eyes

And my ex is proving to be the same and proving that he has not changed like I thought he has.  He is pulling the same bullshit he did when we were dating.  I was supposed to see him  today at three.  Well, it is almost twelve.  I texted him at ten this morning and still have not heard from him.   I know he is up, he wakes up early every morning.  Whatever, I’m going out with my girlfriends instead and listening to Skrillex while drinking a vanilla chai tea.  It makes everything better. <3

I hung out with my ex boyfriend of ten months last night.  It was the first time I saw him in a year.  I thought I hated him but when I saw him all those old feelings came rushing back.  I got to look into his amazing eyes again, and he held me again and kissed me again.  I fell so hard last night again.  This is so hard.  He’s become a totally different person and I think it’s for the better.  I don’t want to get my hopes up though.  Maybe this is a sign though.  Maybe, we are meant to be together.  Because, for some reason, when we were hanging out last night, it was like nothing ever changed, like we never broke up, like we were still in love.  I think we are meant to be but it could just be me.  I will always, always love Josh, even though he hurt me so badly.  He will always have a place in my heart.  I’m probably seeing him tomorrow.  I can’t wait to be back in his arms <3.

What are you guys doing tonight!?  I myself, am going to New York with my girls.  I know I know, we are probably crazy but it is going to be so much fun!!!  The energy is going to amazing!  I’m so excited.  I would love to know what everyone else is doing so let me know!!

    1. a photo of your first kiss
    2. a photo of you drunk
    3. a photo of your favorite article of clothing
    4. a photo of you sleeping
    5. a photo of your crazy sock collection
    6. a photo of your scars
    7. a photo of a childhood friend you wish you could find
    8. a photo of your feet
    9. a photo of your most embarrassing moment
    10. a photo of your scariest moment
    11. a photo of you laughing
    12. a photo of you and an animal
    13. a photo of your favorite dance move
    14. a photo of your at your proudest
    15. a photo of you naked
    16. a photo of you with someone who is no longer alive
    17. a photo of you as a child
    18. a photo of you stuffing your face with pizza
    19. a photo of what moves you so much emotionally that you have to take a     minute
  20. a photo of how you’d like to spend every day
 21. a photo of you and your best female friend making out all over the place
 22. a photo of your tattoos and piercings with explanations
 23. a photo of how you’d like the world to see you
 24. your favorite photo that you’ve taken
 25. a candid photo of you
 26. a photo of you and your last boyfriend or guy you dated
 27. a photo of your “office”
28. a photo of you upside down in your favourite skivvies
29. a photo of you underwater
30. a photo of something you’ve only ever dreamed of